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Cody Card  

  • Status: Member
  • Pencil Artist
  • Male/Canada
  • Offline for 15h 28m 9s
  • Deviant since Aug 23, 2007, 8:50 PM
  • 23 Deviations
  • 701 Deviation Comments
  • 95 Deviant Comments
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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 2, 2008, 2:26 PM
  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: in between-linkin park
  • Reading: nadda, till SingSilver posts her work
  • Watching: my life pass me by.... my lighter take it awa
  • Playing: mind games with english teachers
  • Eating: my foot
  • Drinking: ..........to much lately
I'm tired of trying my hardest, just to find out it's not good enough!! Every fucking day I put 110% of my very being into trying to be the best person I can be..... cuz I know you can't ask it of others without asking it of yourself!! and everyday, I come home feeling like the world took a damn dump on my very dreams and aspirations!! And I have done my best to say: tomorrow is a new day. I even broke up with my girlfriend of 2.8 years because I didn't feel sure of the relationship...... I didn't want to go further with out being able to promise her 100% me...... I tried to do the noble thing!!! I told her, just a break, we'll talk all the time, I just need to sort myself... now I'm getting a big guilt trip about how I'm abandoning her and hurting her.... what would have been different if in 8 years she caught me in bed with her friend or something because I figured out then I wasn't happy!! I want to know, what did I do wrong? I never lead her on, didn't cheat, and in no way ever had anything bad to say about her............. and to make matters worse, I live with my older sis, and her ex, so there's usually a lot of tension in the household... but at least there's convo.... but since BOTH of them have been gone since before x-mas, the apartment is really lonely.... which gives me WAY to much time to think..... and my heart is already asking questions over a girl close to me that I have already deemed "untouchable"...... she's to good of a friend for my stupidity to ruin for me... i can't...... and, I found out the program I am doing my portfolio for, needs 4 grade 12 credits........ I have none..... can you say screwed.........so I am depressed, angry, anxious, happy, and all round confused all at once... with no COFFEE left!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

-Cody

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20....yay for me
  • Current Residence: i don't know anymore
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: I don't buy deviantwear.....so none i guess
  • Interests: things, some shiny, some not....
  • Favourite movie: ....
  • Favourite band or musician: linkin park, offspring, me frst and the gmme gimmes... meh
  • Favourite genre of music: all
  • Favourite artist: my sister, Angela
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar A. Poe
  • Favourite style or digital art: all
  • Operating System: .....hackable ol' windows
  • MP3 player of choice: i-pod ....why?
  • Shell of choice: ??
  • Skin of choice: mine
  • Favourite game: Shenmue
  • Favourite gaming platform: all
  • Favourite cartoon character: Homer
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil

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Devious Comments

~toker200:icontoker200: Apr 22, 2008, 9:42:51 PM
haha thx man ya i did that soo freakin long ago now that i got high speed and some time on my hands im gonna start putting shit in my gallery tho iunno how good they will be lol
~Maethori:iconMaethori: Mar 28, 2008, 2:17:05 PM
Thanks for the fav, man. That drawing really showed me how much I love Photoshop.
~ButterflyInDisguise:iconButterflyInDisguise: Feb 22, 2008, 4:21:58 PM
hey :ahoy: lil bro thanks for the support!! :hug:
*terekjet:iconterekjet: Feb 9, 2008, 1:26:04 PM
yay ty for the watch !!!! ^___^
*terekjet:iconterekjet: Feb 7, 2008, 1:55:08 AM
thanks a lot for the fave mate!!!!! its much apreciated!!!!!! see u here !!! :D
~sunni-sari:iconsunni-sari: Feb 3, 2008, 1:27:16 AM
thnks for the friend add thingy lol :)
=Novastar2486:iconNovastar2486: Jan 29, 2008, 12:11:14 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: on Pied Kingfisher!

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~forgoten-memories:iconforgoten-memories: Jan 5, 2008, 4:53:15 PM
your most welcome... i think thats the funniest thing I've sen an DA
~Zsii:iconZsii: Jan 5, 2008, 4:29:24 PM
thank u for the fave!

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~oddmuffin:iconoddmuffin: Jan 3, 2008, 9:46:24 PM
see i'm here. you must have just put a space in between. can't talk long i'm off to see your gallery!
~tenshifire:icontenshifire: Nov 28, 2007, 8:25:26 PM
thankyou for the cloud fave!
:hug::heart:

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*kika1983:iconkika1983: Nov 28, 2007, 11:24:26 AM
i forget to thank you for the fav:)soooo thanks:)
=Novastar2486:iconNovastar2486: Nov 21, 2007, 8:14:40 PM
As well as my Deer Skull!!!

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=Novastar2486:iconNovastar2486: Nov 21, 2007, 8:00:15 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: on my Comparative skull Study.

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~DemonCat8:iconDemonCat8: Nov 20, 2007, 4:41:51 PM
thankyou for the fev:hug:

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I'm a cat demon:silentkitty:
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who is the demoncatO_Oit could be me

yay i love cats me^_^
~DragonWolfHeart:iconDragonWolfHeart: Nov 16, 2007, 6:07:04 PM
Thank joo for the commant, and welcome to dA!
*ajaxx1184:iconajaxx1184: Nov 16, 2007, 5:03:58 PM
Well, thanks again!
~forgoten-memories:iconforgoten-memories: Nov 15, 2007, 10:33:03 PM
lol... I actually meant to fav it... I forgot though because I left i in my deviations section
it's a mint pic
~Liliai:iconLiliai: Nov 11, 2007, 7:27:21 PM
It's okay. And i don't have a pic of the two of us together but i have pictures of me and pictures of her. Still up for it. If so, the pics are in my gallery.
:)

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And creativity, it soaks my soul
I asked not to be alone
You don't have to ask me for my hand
I already know where I stand
I only want what I can't have